Fireworks

Noi thought this was fun. She did it with Ryu after the day at the beach. I thought it was dangerous for her to be doing it, but Hideto's family all said it was okay. You can see how I feel in the photos, in one I'm smiling for the camera, so Hideto will not feel bad, in the other one, I'm holding my hands up with a shocking look on my face thinking "Watch out!" It was one of those times when I couldn't make my opinion heard, so I stood there praying one of those sparks wouldn't go into her eye. It seemed so obvious her arms are still a little too short for this activity. Well, once I have my own house, I can control what goes on, these days I just try to do damage control. For example within the last two days, I have picked up a small sharp bobby pin off the bathroom floor, a safety pin off the bathroom floor, caught Noi starting to take the cap off the nail polish her grandma left on the small table you sit at without a chair (very low to the ground), killed a bee flying near her bed, because the screens are left open, moved a toolbox that was left on the floor....and other things too.......All of these things left laying around by a woman that thinks I'm not a good mother because I don't wash Noi's lunch box the minute she comes home from daycare.......And yes, she bought the fireworks without asking me if it was okay first...........Well, in the end, I know she does love Noi and that is the reason we are here, just can't wait to be about 15 minutes away everyday!!!!!!